
To tell your own story, it takes courage, a sense of humor, and
hope. Here, I am telling the story of my life as I lived it...in
storytelling fashion. Each chapter is a story in itself.
Born and raised in Western North
Carolina with a grandfather who impressed upon me to save our
family stories, I realized early on how important it was to save
our heritage. Therefore, when I began to write, I had a purpose.
The books I’ve written before this one, books that make up the
trilogy of my family, took years to accumulate, and while I was
busy writing, my whole life changed, almost in between the
words.
This book begins with my reason
for becoming a storyteller, and then goes back to “On Wolf
Mountain” and “On Cullowhee Mountain,” then proceeds with the many
lives I’ve led: mountain child, piedmont child, teenager staddling
both cultures, a WAF (Woman in the Air Force), wife and mother,
owner of a truck and trailer repair shop, college student,
author/freelance writer, divorced woman, co-founder of Catch the
Spirit of Appalachia (a nonprofit organization), playwright,
publisher, and of course, a storyteller in a feed sack dress— over
twenty-seven years of telling stories along with my sister, Doreyl
Ammons Cain, who spontaneously illustrated the stories, bringing
them alive...once more.
Here is a compelling story of a
mountain girl who found the courage she needed in her own life as
she listened and then retold the stories of her family and her
heritage.
Time is So Precious
When winter comes in the mountains with row upon row of stark
bare arms sweeping the gray hills, it brings bright blue skies!
Driving through the mountainsides you see wood smoke rising from
many chimneys, and when you roll the car window down, you can smell
it! What memories it brings back for me. As children, my sister,
brother and I would begin our mile-long walk down the mountain
before daybreak in the early morning mist to catch the school bus.
Holding hands in the beginning, for it was scary with the
undergrowth of laurel bushes reaching out their dark leafy fingers.
We would stay in the middle of the dirt road, stumbling over the
bumps, but so safe in the grip of each other. By the time we
reached our short cut...a trail we’d made through the
woods...daylight had filtered the fright from the bushes...and we
could let go of our hands to do other things.
David would usually pick
up a rock or two and sail them out across the valley. Doreyl would
find a perfect leftover leaf on the ground and study it’s beautiful
shape, and I would gaze at the diamonds caught in the spiderwebs
spun in the bushes, then take in what I saw just below us: the
smoke rising from the chimneys joining the fading mist, the early
morning sun rays skipping along the Tuckasegee River, leaving it’s
shining silver footprints behind, white fluffy clouds hanging from
the bluest of sky, and the yellow of the school bus winding it’s
way along route 107. I knew we had plenty of time, for the bus
would go past our stop and go all the way to the top of the
mountain to the power house above before turning around and coming
back to pick us up. There were no sounds except the wind, the
songs of bob whites, and an occasional rustle in the dead grass as
a rabbit or squirrel peered at us through the brush.
That time was so precious! For
some reason, even as a child, I relished those moments. Daddy had
impressed upon me that I had to take care of my brother and sister.
So, like a setting hen, my gaze never wondered far from my charges.
Seeing them now enjoying this little time of freedom, I would
smile...a smile that went all the way through me. Looking back upon
it, I guess I felt like a little mother.
Our lives during those times
were not easy. We had many things that were happening in our family
that brought tears on occasion, and difficulties we had to endure
that might have bowed the back of a grownup. Isn’t it funny how you
simply leave those difficulties in the dark and only bring to light
those memories that give you pleasure.
So, this special time of freedom
with my sister and brother, is one of those special memories I
treasure. it was all so simple, there within the cold of winter,
underneath the crisp blue sky, with the aroma of wood smoke
drifting about our heads, we were caught in the wonder of just
being children.