
Born and raised in Tuckasegee, North Carolina, my sister, brother and I did not know we were poor. We had all we needed with faith, family and love; however, having monetary means was certainly a mystery, so store-bought items came few and far between. Here is the story of life in the mountains for three isolated children and how one of them made her very first and only doll.
Oh, I wanted a doll in the worst way! Even though I was 10 years
old, I had never had a doll. I longed for one because on holidays
when our cousins came to visit, they would bring their dolls. Some
dolls were made out of old clothes, or corn shucks. Some cousins
even had store-bought dolls.
I was old enough to know if I was to have
a doll, I would have to make it myself. One day I was
out in the garden, hoeing, while this longing for a
doll rambled around in my head. What was I going to use
for a doll? Deep in thought, I stopped hoeing, and
looked around at the forest surrounding me, gazing with
full intent when . . . my gaze suddenly fell upon tall
green leaves at the edge of the garden . . . and there
she was! I knew it just as soon as I saw her! She was
fat and yellow!
Gazing at her, I could see she was dirty from
the way the rain had patted on her! I gathered her up in my arms
and held her so tight, I could hear her heart beating in my ears .
. . boom, boom, boom! I took the tail of my dress and rubbed the
dirt from her yellow body, shining her up.
Oh, I thought, she needs a face! So I ran to
the washpot, and chose a burnt stick, then drew a face on her
yellow skin with the charcoaled end. She always had a smile
on her face, cuz I did! Then I got to worrying about her bald head!
I ran over to the grapevines near the edge of the garden, and broke
off curly red tendrils and tied them around her head with a string!
She had the curliest red hair you ever saw! It stuck out all
over!
Then I found a piece of blanket from the rag
box, and wrapped her up! My doll had come to me from the earth and
meant so much to me!